You raised me well, so I’ll be ok, just miss you like hell
You raised me well, so I'll be ok, just I'll miss you like hell
I'll forever be searching for home
Now this is real your no longer here it's worse than I feared so empty
They just took you to he never land Never breath laugh or sing again someone please hold my hand where do I start, I'm 18 today what can I do should I pray
I have to be strong, so they say how strong can I be I'm 18 today Where do I go to learn how to be a man, I don't think I can
I sit here for hours staring into your eyes and wonder how I'd feel to be where you are and not know your face.
Some things make it so hard to understand, like yesterday as the music played you stood up and started to dance not missing a step and then a perfect plie like you learned in school back in the day.
I don’t want this to be over, but I don’t want it to go on it's the cruelness of you not being you That cuts me to the bone on one hand I have my mother and on the other I have her shell every day of watching it take you away is like being in some fresh hell.
I've prayed every day that you won't be the same way when I get to see you When I do there's no change, so I question God why this is happening to my Moma She always said you were her best friend did your friendship end? now she's out here on her own twisting in the wind without even knowing up from down.
I've started to wish I could make you mad and you'd talk to me in that funny way you had one hand in the air like you were sending my name up to Jesus, I don't care how you remember me but please don't be forgetting me when we have to say goodbye
I'm sitting here watching you sleep, and wonder if your dreams so deep that you can see me as a child and know who I am or are your dreams missing everything how cruel to lose your dreams too
I'm sitting here watching sleep and I wonder if your dreams are so deep that you see me laughing and playing and know who I am or are your dreams missing things too So cruel to lose dreams too
How I wish I could touch you and give you the memories I have I'd give them to you if I could have you back again if you go from the world or just go on missing things, my life has no meaning if I live it missing you.